just in case
You couldn’t tell I got nothing going on.
I’ve been sick with a wicked sinus infection that caused me to miss school because it was so bad. I am on antibiotics for it which is always a treat.
I have to get my nails done
and my parents are here taking care of sick niece and watching her while my sister is away overnight,
and that’s all
Sesame Street turned 40
and has had its share of controversy see the top ten here.
I dare you not to cry at we’ll miss you mr. hooper
Things I love
I am taking this from Sarah and Sarcastica but am doing it a little different. I am going to do one thing at a time and just write about that. I am hoping that thinking about this will help get me out of my funk.
The kids make me happy
- hearing them laugh until they get hiccups ( the princess)
- hearing them get so excited they can barely talk (NE and LN)
- answering the phone and it being one of the kids asking me to come over or to tell me good news
- running hugs and kisses from any of them
- remembering when NE was a baby and weighed more then the turkey at Thanksgiving
- remembering the first time I saw the kids ever
- knowing that if I am upset I can go see the kids and am guaranteed to laugh because they are silly
- knowing they will usually give me hugs when I need it.
How I’m doing
I’ve been bored
I haven’t wanted to blog, read blogs or even regular books (which if you know me is odd, especially since I love my kindle)
I haven’t wanted to do anything but sleep but I am forcing myself to do stuff
I know my depression isn’t as bad as other peoples and I know my meds are helping me in other ways (I could climb the stairs to my attic, which is a HUGE deal)
I don’t like feeling like this, feeling like even showering is a huge chore .
I go to the Dr. next week something to discuss I guess
The Real Libragirl
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