I’m breaking up with you, finally

I thought it was real.    I loved you forever.

I stood by you through the drugs and alcohol and the rehab.

I stood by you through the other women

I stood by you when people thought you were gay.

I loved you in a real and amazing way

You could have loved me back.   In my head we were the perfect couple.

You could have loved me back.   If you knew I existed.

Then you went and got married.     And I died a little inside.

I still love you and I always will.

Goodbye Robbie, until your next cd comes out, we are officially over.

Ok   We are back together.   I love him   I can’t help it.   He’s sooooooooooooooooo damn sexy and his voice is awesome.

Here I sit

wondering what to write about.
I suppose I could tell you all that I go back to work tomorrow, but I don’t want to think about it.   I may take an extra Xanax (kidding, I will bring with me to work tomorrow and will take half if needed)

I suppose I could tell you that I finally got a complete physical and bloodwork done    My B-12 and vitamin D were low but otherwise I am ok.   My cholesterol is a little high, but not bad, just have to cut out down on the carbs.

I suppose I should tell you that my sister moved into her house.   She should be unpacked in about a year.  I think she forgot about the crap at my house.   I am giving her six months to get it out of here (yes, that’s a long time, but I know my sister)

My nephews started camp this week.   LN (Littler nephew) is in 2 shows that they are putting on.  NE (Nephew Elder) is doing something with music I believe.   They are so damn cute it’s hard to believe it.

My niece is still the cutest 5.5 year old I know.   She told me yesterday that she like my house because she gets chocolate milk for breakfast.    And Grandma and Grandpa’s because she can do whatever she wants there.

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For the Puppy Monster

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I have no good title for this.

So I don’t know if anyone paid attention on Twitter, but my sister bought a house.   A cute little house in Philly.    Not far from where she lives now, but it’s a big step, buying a house.

She needs to get the kitchen redone.  No let me re-phase, she is getting the kitchen redone.  So last Tuesday, the movers came and moved her stuff from the apt, to the house.  The house now has boxes everywhere and no kitchen.    It’s not livable.

So guess who has houseguests.     It’s a good thing her daughter is adorable.

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This is me

Take it or leave it.    I am the way I am and that’s all that I can be.

Sorry if you don’t like it.