What I need and what I want

I typed a whole post about some mental crap I am dealing with.   But I deleted it.   And that’s ok.  I needed to get it out and I did.   I’m not looking for my friends to say it will be ok and that I have a right to feel what I feel.  I know it will and fuck yeah I do.

I don’t need anyone to tell me I don’t have to be around the drama queen if I don’t want to.   I want to be around her.   She’s my friend.

I don’t need anyone to tell me I can do whatever I want.  I know I can

I just want to be done with it all.  I want to care

Trying

I have some stuff I am trying to formulate into a coherent idea that doesn’t come off sounding like I am the most horrible person in the world.

Maybe I will get it posted, but really I want to just get it out.

Lucky Me

I am having Thanksgiving at my house this year.   Normally we go to my cousins but one just moved and their house is not in order and my other cousin just had a baby (I really need to get a bond to send, maybe during lunch)

My bro and sil and the boys go to her family.   So my parents, sister and the princess are my house bound.

I ordered dinner from Wegmans.   Turkey – already made, stuffing and sides.  Here’s the fun. I don’t eat turkey so I am gonna be eating sides.

I decided I wanted to have Thanksgiving in the dining room, but I may change my mind and just move the kitchen table around.   The good thing about getting a pre-cooked dinner, makes getting all the other stuff ready a lot easier.

Everyone is converging on my house Wednesday so this weekend, I am going to finish my laundry, get my good will together and make the guest room for comfy sleeping.

What are you doing for Thanksgiving

oh and Robin – I sit in the same place so the remotes stay there.

Why

I can’t find my rss feed for flickr to put photos up on my site.  I know I have a flickr site but it says to scroll down to the feed something and get the url for the rss feed

robin -  help

I changed my site again

what do you think

you can still comment – I would like that.

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