At night
02 Jan 2010 5 Comments
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The room is dark. My mind is racing but I can’t keep one thought on track
Does he like me, Am I going to get fired, Will I get demoted and have to take a pay cut, Can I really meet Robbie Williams in a coffee shop when I don’t drink coffee and live in NJ, why can’t I meet him, does he like me.
Over and over the thoughts run around, never staying put, never staying for more then a second.
When I try to turn my brain off, I sit up and say, shut up shut up shut up. It’s 1 am time to sleep.
But sleep alludes me I think but next think I know it’s 3 am and I know I wasn’t awake.
Again I turn off my brain. Then it’s 9 am
It’s blog reading time and time to turn on my brain again.






Jan 22, 2010 @ 15:33:01
Robbie Williams often fantasizes about ME!
Jan 08, 2010 @ 16:22:32
Me, too. Meee. toooo.
Jan 04, 2010 @ 01:10:59
I can very much relate to this post. More than I can explain
Thanks for writing it!!
Jan 02, 2010 @ 22:40:29
Have you tried just fantasizing about Robbie Williams and you? You know, like a movie? When you lie in bed at night, just turn on your movie. Trust me, you will fall asleep fairly quickly.
This is something I have been able to do naturally since I was kid. It may take some practice, but I think you’ll enjoy that!
Jan 02, 2010 @ 16:25:10
Doesn’t happen a lot to me, but I do hate when that happens.