I am taking this from Sarah and Sarcastica but am doing it a little different.   I am going to do one thing at a time and just write about that.  I am hoping that thinking about this will help get me out of my funk.

The kids make me happy

• hearing them laugh until they get hiccups ( the princess)
• hearing them get so excited they can barely talk (NE and LN)
• answering the phone and it being one of the kids asking me to come over or to tell me good news
• running hugs and kisses from any of them
• remembering when NE was a baby and weighed more then the turkey at Thanksgiving
• remembering the first time I saw the kids ever
• knowing that if I am upset I can go see the kids and am guaranteed to laugh because they are silly
• knowing they will usually give me hugs when I need it.

I’ve been bored

I haven’t wanted to blog, read blogs or even regular books (which if you know me is odd, especially since I love my kindle)

I haven’t wanted to do anything but sleep but I am forcing myself to do stuff

I know my depression isn’t as bad as other peoples and I know my meds are helping me in other ways (I could climb the stairs to my attic, which is a HUGE deal)

I don’t like feeling like this, feeling like even showering is a huge chore .

I go to the Dr. next week    something to discuss I guess

I added my pics to the flickr group enjoy

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Friday

Discovery cove w robin and Dave2

I swam w/ dolphins and petted stingrays and had a great time.  Dave2 is posting those pics eventually so I will link them in then

photos in broken link -  will be fixed soon

Friday Night was dinner w/ new and known friends including but not limited to

Faiqa and her HOT husband Tariq

Hilly

Dave2

Robin

Finn and her HOT husband (name withheld until ok to tell)

Lisa/floating Princess

Karen Sugarpants

Poppy and Dawg

Becky

Heather/coal miners daughter

Ren and his beautiful wife Marci

and I know I am forgetting people   please realize it is because I have no memory.

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Saturday

we went to breakfast w Finn and husband, Kim, poppy and dawg, Ren and others (again bad memory) then we (me robin and Kim) were gonna go to sea world but the rental started to fall apart (no really the bumper was coming off )  so Robin and I went to exchange the car and by the time we got done we realized it was to late so I bought a Blackberry instead.

we went back to hotel and ate and slept and then went to Hilly’s to get ready

then the party

How to begin to describe the party beside AWESOME

the walking in was amazing the people were great the conversation was fantastic

overall I had an amazing time

after party was at dennys which is 2nd on best drunk food (I was sober as I had 2 diet cokes and water to drink)

unfortunately we had to leave way to soon but a fantastic birthday weekend was had

CAN’T WAIT TIL NEXT YEAR

Breakfast w/ Poppy Dawg

Woke up 1/2 hour before my alarm which is normal for me.

Got dressed and did final packing

went to airport and got on plane and it was a great flight.   I was in the 2nd row and had an empty seat next to me.

The problem began when I landed   Robin and Dave were picking me up from the airport but my luggage was missing.  Seriously it was a 2 hour flight how do you lose my luggage.

In to report a claim I go…and then finish and call my mom to cry….my clothes and my halloween costume…what to do.

As I was hanging up w/ my mom I got a call from the airline  (I  was still there btw) and the woman said they found my luggage Disney accidently pulled it.   Nice  it showed up about 10 min later after a quick run in w/ Bubblewench

We get to the hotel and Hilly picked up Dave while Robin and I went to eat.

then we came back and napped before going out w Dave Hilly Lisa and Karen.

When we got back to the hotel, we saw Poppy and Dawg and LeSombre but Lovely Wife was sleeping.

DAY 2

up at the buttcrack of dawn because we had to pick up Dave from Hilly’s at 7 am, we were Discovery Cove bound.   We got there and signed in for our swim time w/ dolphins and it was AWESOME  we played w/ stingrays and sat on the beach and went to the birdhouse and just had an amazing time.

Dave has the pics and I will put up the link when he sets up the flickr site.

right now  Robin is napping and I am gonna wake her in 5 minutes for our big secret nite out

one more day til Avitaween.

(sorry for the lack of links but you know who everyone is – if you don’t then let me know and I will forward the blogs)

Thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes

42 comments here

like 29 or so on facebook and I can’t even keep track on twitter

you are all awesome

special shout to Robin, Ren and Poppy for the posts

I have a ton of allergies.  To mainly chemicals that are in degergents and shampoos and stuff.  I can only use stuff for so long before I end up w/ a  rash.

One thing I can’t use at all because I break out IMMEDIATELY is neoprene.

I am looking for a case for my kindle (which I love SOOOOOOOOO MUCH) that doesn’t have neoprene in it.  I have a beautiful case

see it’s very pretty with a world map but the inside -  NASTY SCARY NEOPRENE.  so I use it but I can’t read holding it because I don’t want to break out.

so I bought this

I love stuff

Sometimes I try to figure out how to do stuff and get pissed that I can’t

so I take a break and then go A HA  and it works well

that makes me happy

I am starting a photo site – i hope to post new pics that i like semi regularly if anyone can help me so i can put a link to it – that would be great – otherwise it’s

http://thelibragirlpictures.wordpress.com/